The Mental Pain Gets So Bad

Greetings from a dead man walking. I saw your magazine in the trash, and I asked a worker to give it to me. You do some good work.

I was pepper-sprayed two times in December 2000. Now my eyes are going bad. The people here know I’m allergic to pepper spray, but they sprayed anyway. I get pepper-sprayed instead of the meds that I was promised.

This is too much for me -- it is for that reason that I will not appeal. The mental pain gets so bad that at times, I hit my head against the door for hours. A lot of blood will be dropped in this place before I am killed.

I wish you peace,

Angel Maturino Resendiz
TDCJ 999356, TL-12EF77
Livingston, TX 77351